Seeping from my veins,

There is a pain so great,

Nothing can ease it,

Nothing can make this go...

Go away!

There is a saying,

Imbedded in my mind,

It tells twenty lies,

How could there be truth in...

In sin!

I’m left wondering,

Exactly where you’ve been,

She said vacation,

But I know that you’re with...

With him!

If in mind, not body,

Still remove the knife from,

The slot in my back,

Cause you don’t care about...

‘Bout me!

I’ve never seen a light,

Like the one in your eyes,

When you chose to reveal,

That perfect smile to me,

I’d work for eternity,

Just to keep it there,

To show the world jus how...

How beautiful you are.

Can’t say that I’ve ever felt this way,

Wish that this moment lasts forever,

Think how you fall asleep where we lay,

When else do I feel this peaceful? Never.

I’ll never forget the...

The curves of your lips,

How your hand fits in mine,

Before we share a sigh,

But if the light is green,

I still wont leave your side,

Until the day you say,

That you cant live this way,

As I lay here alone, I pray,

That this day never comes to play

Finally, I hope that we never fight,

And that your light, your light stays bright.

Gaining Ground,

The predator, he returns,

Stay still, make no sound

It will take all it earns,

The chase is on,

Wounded, closer, nearer,

Anticipate, precaution is gone,

Distracted you must save her,

Spinning, decreased control,

Exhausted, there’s no where left to hide,

It lusts to consume your soul,

Compelling, cross to the other side,

At last there’s nothing left to say,

Timeless, no lost words,

Stapled, a note where I lay,

Carnage, concern, gathers the herd,

Free falling, no wings,

Split moment of peace and liberty,

Pain, death, is all that memory brings,

Diagnosis, fatal mentality,

Surrounded, growing pool of blood,

Travesty, nothing left but the rain,

Bury me down deep, tired of the mud,

Labeled, rumored, completely insane.

Hold those hands up high,

You’re under arrest,

You stole the sun,

And everything else to which I belong,

You entered my life,

Just ordinary, just a regular girl,

Without a name,

But a familiar face,

Met you again, glad,

And on the bus,

I seen your eyes, looking at,

More than just empty skies,

And maybe you don’t,

Fully understand when I say,

That I never want to,

Say good bye,

There’s just something about you,

It forever surrounds you,

Set’s you apart from the others,

But it hurts,

Wish to help relinquish the pain,

But the decision is yours,

You the gate keeper, I

Want more than to be a passer by-er

You can fill the empty void,

But the chances you want to,

Are slim,

Think your heart still belongs to him,

It will be awhile before,

The clouds leave you alone,

I can’t help with that but,

You don’t need to be alone,

When I leave this world,

You will no longer be that nameless girl,

But, the one that I knew,

Who could change it all,

In the blink of an eye,

But with possibilities endless,

What you choose is unforeseen,

Just know I never want to end this.

I remember the night I cried,

I remember the night that you… didn’t come home,

I remember all the nights I spend alone,

When they said it would be all right, they lied,

It’s hard to remember the good days,

When nightmares fill both your life and dreams,

It’s normal to want to run away, scream,

Look for ways, which can take it all away,

It’s time to choose, you’ve got to decide,

To live the rest of your life in solitude,

That just may be pain of a higher magnitude,

It’s safe here; there’s no need to hide,

Sorry, but I’m tired of all this bull shit,

Everyone walks around with their plastic smiles, so fake,

It seems everyone has experienced at least one heartbreak,

Try to pick up all the pieces, but they never fit,

Lived this lie for as long as I can remember,

I try not to remember the pain memory brings,

I can still remember just how the alarm rings,

Time to get up, and put an end to all that I remember.

Hey Katie,

Whats that you whispered in my ear?

You wanna get out of here?

Ill take you places you never imagined exist,

Hey Katie,

Why are you crying?

He hurt you again?

You dont deserve this, lets get out of here.

Yea Katie,

Shes a good girl,

She tries really hard,

But never gets very far,

Yea Katie,

Washes her hair every morning,

Only to put it up,

Same old thing, all the time,

Hey Katie,

Things have got to change,

I know you told me everythings all right,

But I know its not when you call crying in the middle of the night,

Hey Katie,

Theres nothing to do,

I just wish I could be with you,

But you havent got a clue,

Yea Katie,

She hates to do the dishes,

She wants a real life,

Cause shes tired of these rusted chains,

Yea Katies gone today,

She washed all of her pain away,

Wish I could have found a way to make her stay,

But she took the dive; Katie was tired of "alive".

You dont know what its like,

To be this much alone,

The phone is ringing,

But theres no one home,

Now the darkness closes in,

And the walls only separate us,

Thinkin of all the places Ive been,

And rusted memories of us,

Lost forever in endless thoughts,

Of all the other ways things could be,

The truth of things, blocked by knots,

Created by wrong turns you never see,

The postered walls keep me company,

When Ive got nothing better to do,

But to ponder my pointless destiny,

As I think of you,

Sanity kept only by the music, which plays,

Songs of confusion, and vacant heart breaks,

Theres really not much else to say,

Everything I have is yours to take.

I see the way you lock yourself in,

Hiding from the rest of the world,

Busy like a bee, no time for leisure,

No time to relax, no time for me,

I know that condensing your-self helps,

Ease the pain of passed, and

Prevent the pain of the future,

But it only magnifies the pain of the present,

Why miss out on the good things,

Only to avoid a single miss-hap,

But life is a risk, and you can only

Truly live, by risking it all

Whats there to fear?

A broken heat?

Sure, avoid it all by never giving in,

But you only lose the good time,

The moment where the love is strong,

And you believe you belong,

But hiding from it, leaves you to believe

That there is nothing worth to live.

Ever been somewhere and didnt know why?

People you dont care to know,

Fill the room to see the show,

But the musics all wrong.

Temptation surrounds your every glance,

Wanting to leave, as the others dance,

But remember why you came,

She, your light in the darkest situations.

Now Im asking you,

Was it all worth the pain?

Was this sacrifice worth the gain?

Your guess is as good as mine.

But the uncertain prize,

Is in her regular disguise

And what is she thinking?

Hard to believe others see this as a game.

Now the lights cut my vision,

But there are worst off than me,

But its not hard to see,

I wish she were with me.

Knowing this isnt the place though,

Forced to say no,

Her glow almost hypnotizing now,

I know its time to go.

Now Im asking you,

Was it all worth the pain?

Was this sacrifice worth the gain?

Your guess is as good as mine.

Now am I winning or losing?

I dont want to go through this again,

Is it too late to save what could have been?

Only time can tell.

Now it hurts inside,

Remembering what happened,

Asking forgiveness would be all theres left to do,

Cause baby, Im surly nothing without you.

Weather you accept or not,

My mind is cleared, if only for awhile,

Now I sit here hoping,

If Ill ever again see you smile.

Now Im asking you,

Was it all worth the pain?

Was this sacrifice worth the gain?

Your guess is as good as mine.

These unanswered questions fill my head,

As I lie awake all night in my bed,

Just want you to know Ill fix this,

But not everything can end happily ever after.

No, not everything can end happily,

Happily ever after.

To every end,

There is a new beginning,

Some more quickly, swiftly,

Than the others,

Over night it came to ash,

The arms tightly holding,

Ironically, were the ones, which let go,

Now, ash moves freely with the wind,

To know the end,

Would make things easier,

To find the path,

To our new beginning,

Haunted by the ash,

Needs a second chance,

To give the last words,

Before the wind picks up,

Time to move on,

To arrive at the new beginning,

Yet the holding arms,

Want you to come back,

Ash is all around now,

It follows, and stalks,

Watching, and listening,

Making it hard to forget,

The past is forever behind,

Future forever forward,

You need to count the present,

Before it turns into tomorrow.

How It Was

Ive got better things to do,

Then talk to you,

You were always so fake,

This was all just one big mistake.

Why did you have to Flip,

Im starting to lose my grip,

All I wanted was a break,

This is not something I can take.

Im not some freak,

You met on the street,

I was your friend,

From Beginning to end.

But your willing to throw it away,

And think you can just pick it up another day,

Well girl, I aint like that,

And my friend thats a fact.

Well now youve lost me,

But its not the way I want it to be,

And I wish that you could see,

That I want you to want me.

But Im moving on,

Now that Im gone,

I can be myself again,

Just how I was before it all began.

And now Im sitting thinking,

In my thoughts I start sinking,

Did I do the right thing?

This pain I did not want to bring.

Listening to my favorite song,

Realizing that its been so long,

Since you and I last talked,

I went to see you but your door was locked

So I just began to walk around,

Staring at the ground,

It was getting late,

And I hadnt ate.

So I went back home,

And began writing this poem,

Not knowing what else to do,

When all I can do is think about you.

Losing track of time,

I found a letter that was mine,

It was from her telling me how she missed me,

I ask myself how this could be.

The last letter I received from you,

Was telling me what to do,

I wasnt to call or see you again,

All these thoughts went threw my brain.

What had I done to deserve this?

Its not my fault its his!

I didnt make him leave,

Its really hard for me to believe.

Now Im sitting here wondering,

Remembering what you used to bring,

What are you doing, and whats new?

I really want to see you.

I miss your smile,

And I think bout it while,

I write you back,

Then I begin to pack.

Im done with my past,

Always being put last,

To everyone else you know,

Now its time for me to go.

Im leaving you now,

And all the memories, why and how,

And if I dont see you again before I die,

I love you good-bye!

I cannot hold your hand to help you feel secure,

I cannot put my arm around you to let you know I care,

I cannot hug you when you need to be hugged,

I cannot touch you when you need to feel,

I cannot see you smile when I make you laugh,

I cannot wipe your tears away when you are sad,

I cannot kiss you when nothing else matters but us,

All because you are there and, I am here.

The Heartless attempt to bring a nation to its knees,

Two thousand miles from the towers,

One thousand, five hundred miles from the Pentagon,

Not directly affected, yet very much so indirectly.

Bells rang signifying the end,

But following will be a new beginning,

Eyes glued to televisions, everything put on hold,

As they watched the repeated images of the impossible.

Tears filled some watching eyes,

While some changed directions to ignore in ignorance,

However, all listened when their leader addressed,

With words of hope, justice, and revenge.

Where great towers once stood,

Rubble remained, Named ground Zero,

Where many came to see in vain,

Belief in their freedom, liberty, and unity however proclaimed.

We all forget though, our minds hide it away,

It isnt though, something to be placed in back,

And it will never be fully erased,

For it is a lesson we have learned.

Now I ask, never forget,

Burn it inside you memory, no matter how painful,

It needs to be remembered,

Every man or woman, who died and left us behind.

I Miss You

I miss you,

How your smile lit up my room,

I miss you,

And how you used to sing along with our song.

I miss you,

How the sight of you makes me smile,

I miss you,

And how your laugh could travel for miles.

I miss you,

How you would walk up to me,

I miss you,

And how you would come talk to me.

So I miss you,

Its cause I left you behind,

So now you miss me,

Because Ive been so blind.

Now cause I miss you,

And I have nothing better to do,

So Im missing you,

And Im afraid Im losing you

Do you miss me?

Cause Im lost in myself,

And I miss you,

And Im wondering how I couldnt see.

That Ive always missed you,

Since the day I met you,

But you didnt miss me,

Until the day I left you.

Now do you understand?

I just wanted you to know,

Please take my hand,

Cause Im not letting go.

Now youre around,

And Im around,

But you think Im just playing around,

Well you got me wrong see,

All of your insecurities,

Acting as one combined security,

Cant you see Im not here to steal?

The way I feel bout you is real.

You think I lie,

And call yourself honest,

When all youre spitting are tails,

Trying to scare me away,

Well you got me wrong see,

Im here to stay,

Why cant you let me in?

What was it I did wrong to deserve this?

Or was it me at all?

Using your past to,

Push me back,

Im not like the others,

All I can think about is you,

Do you even care?

Asking these questions,

I wouldnt dare,

Now Im writing this for you,

Cause you havent got a clue,

That I am not who,

You think I am.

Ever been afraid you said the wrong thing?

Or given someone an unkind look?

Its all right cause,

Even god makes bad first impressions.

Now Im lost in my thoughts,

Thinking on what has gone wrong,

This endless old song,

Will go on and on.

I cannot wait,

For the light to shine on you again,

How to let you know how I feel,

Theres just nowhere to begin.

Now I see you ignoring me,

I can see you blocking me out,

Like a lunar eclipse,

You the sun, behind endless halls of wall.

The fire in your eyes,

Has gone unfocussed,

Where they burn now,

No longer lights the sky.

Once anticipated my short time with you,

Now dreading what could go wrong,

Wondering if you ever felt the same,

A question Im now forced to hide in shame.

Now I believe you seek another,

My chance has passed me by,

And once again I have lost,

Someone I never truly had.

In secret,

I still look forward to our encounters,

Enjoy them now,

As never know when it might be the last.

I don’t know what to do

When you’re not around

Pacing around in my room

Wearing holes in the ground

And I’m talking to the walls

Talking to the walls

Cause when you’re... not... here

I’m nothing without you

Cause you’re not here,

Can’t stop thinking about you

This pain I feel inside

It grows and grows

But I try... to hide it

But it’s... no... use

Better tighten the noose

I’m your boomerang...

Yea

It’s my turn to hang

Cause all you do is hang around

And wait for me to come back down

Well not... this... time

I’m done with you

Don’t tell me that you miss me

It’s just a phase

I’m too good for you anyway

But to you I’m just

Another guy... On you hit-list

But you always change my mind

With one simple kiss

You turn me back around

And I’m in the ground

But these walls don’t give a shit

I’m so alone

When you coming home?

Cause when you’re not here

Everything’s about you.

Woke up to bloody nails,

Implanted in my skull,

Curious to what brought me here,

Attempt to move, but the pain halts me,

Pain so great I can hardly see,

Each breathe getting shorter, sharper,

Sour smell of tangerine fills the room,

Although apparent nothing can live here,

Ripe I am to life’s calling end,

Yet too dark, no light to follow,

Here, help and hope, nothing but old jokes,

Wince as the blade strokes my throat,

Write an unread note in my head,

Forgiving all those who’ve done me wrong,

And thanking those who’ve changed my life,

Await to be put on the other side,

Wonder if there is even anything there,

We live a life of myths and fables,

Cannot trust word or believe books here,

You know only what you want, nothing,

Wish to be inhuman, immortal,

But truth be told, you’re going to die too,

Just like your great uncle, and his old dog blue,

And if this isn’t true, it’s time to wake up,

You’ve been dreaming for too long,

There’s no one here to help you,

Mise well give up and take a deep breath,

As he forced his hands to dig the nails in.

The world,

It passes her by,

Fast pace,

And overwhelming,

Alone,

Feels nothing but pain,

Falling,

As the dosage spreads,

Lifeless,

In a spiders web,

Of lies,

Splintered memories,

And you,

Now as she takes her,

Last breath,

She sees no God or

Angels,

Only darkness wraps,

Silence,

Saliva slaps floor,

Followed,

By an echoed thud,

Pumping,

Or at least trying,

To maintain,

Her flailing heart,

Blackout,

Awakes as bright white,

Surrounds,

Sound pierces her ears,

Hangover,

No recollection,

Needles,

Connected to veins,

Confused,

She feels constant pain,

Alive,

It’s not like before,

Relieved,

That one day she may,

Walk away.

It’s so obvious to me now,

How you walked back into,

My life and continued your lies.

I was a fool before, but now I see,

That things are fake between you and me,

I guess you think you’re pretty sly.

Seduce me with your fraudulent smile,

You know what you’re doing is wrong,

But you can’t fight the want to belong.

You use me for all that I offer,

I’m just another pawn of your insecurities,

Do you love me because I make you feel whole?

It’s too bad that when you decide to move on,

You will have found no cure to ease the pain,

And you will have passed your pain to me.

I the one with holes now,

Foreshadowing an eventual end,

Where I lay in your residue of decay,

What more can I say?

Uncovered your subliminal motives,

Before you even knew what you were doing.

What’s wrong with you,

You wrecked your car,

In my backyard,

Trying to make a point.

Give up.

In the end,

You’re wasting your time.

I’ll never be fine.

Gave up on us,

Three times before.

Don’t understand,

Why this can’t work.

Knocked on my door,

At 2 A.M.

It woke me up,

Ripped me from my dreams,

Again.

Always put me down,

But now I see,

We’ll never be.

Just walk away,

No more talking.

Time to move on,

It’s over now.

Not hard to see, time was wasted.

Remember still, how you tasted.

You took everything,

That you could from me.

I got nothing,

But lies.

I’ve spent my life searching,

For the one who’ll set me free,

Lived each day with agony,

But she never came,

And this feeling rots inside of me,

Eating away at my insides,

Sickened to a new degree,

That no medicine can cure,

I’ve endured this for too long,

What’s the use anymore?

Has my failure been predetermined?

Or do I still control my own fate?

Wanting nothing but to give up,

Trust for those with crooked smiles,

I signed on the dotted line,

For present pleasure,

When she failed to show herself,

I found residence in the dark,

He, a silhouette cast by candle light,

Yet I gave all I had to him,

In return for a moment of serenity,

I received an eternity of pain,

And one last look,

At all that could have made my life worth living,

But now I remain here,

Connected to this steel,

And attached to the core,

For, I am to pay back my infinite debt.

I’ve been feeling drained,

Eyes burn from the flashing lights,

For hours I’ve trained,

To keep up with you on nights,

You just can’t keep still,

Charming everyone and me,

With looks that can kill,

Will I be the one you see?

Or will I roam my days alone?

Through the ally ways,

Criss-cross the run-down churches,

Broken records play,

Melodies of poor purchase,

Of those who’ve lost all,

To the misfortunes of life,

They don’t hear the call,

Left behind, a widowed wife,

Car crash kills the Money-Man.

Hard to believe that this is over,

Lost it all to the devil’s advocate,

Came to me as a four-leaf clover,

Falling for her kind is my bad habit.

Shoot me in the water,

Cause I’m not the same,

Took me to the slaughter,

You’re the one to blame,

Realize it’s just me,

I’m Alone in this,

No future I can see,

You, I will not miss,

Been crossed so many times,

See that no one cares,

Screaming as my pain climbs,

Numb to all love bears.

Hear our song on the radio,

Classics tainted by my harboring hate,

For you, turned off the stereo,

Say you want me back, but girl, it’s too late.

Part of me died the day you left,

Never be the same, but now I’m better,

Only lost what made me weaker,

I’ve evolved, no longer need this organ,

Your heart does nothing but seek her,

Leave it behind, gift-rapped in a lung-shaped…

Case… Toss it in the fireplace.

Lived in shadows for eternity,

Never once experienced clarity,

Mutated, my mind is elastic,

Independent, I’ve become aesthetic.

To express how I feel,

Really isn’t the biggest deal,

Tell my notebook every night,

Endless words that’ll never cross your sight.

Intrigued by the mystery you hold,

But you’ve left me out in the cold,

Can’t help thinking your heart belongs to another,

Past, future, present, should I even bother?

A part of me is for you to keep,

Broken heart, watch the blood leak,

Maybe you see this as a scare,

Truth be told, I really only care,

Tired of the lovesick rhymes?

To use next, crimes, times, limes, or mimes,

Open is anything, with the right key,

My key’s yours, should you not disagree,

Maybe I’m wrong,

And you never cared all along,

Just a friend, to the end,

Isn’t it always, my heart still mends,

Anxiously await the next time we speak,

Clues, answers, what I seek,

Show you this, unlock the door, do I dare?

To keep it locked up, isn’t fair,

Don’t want to hurt,

If you only knew it’d be the last thing I’d do,

Is it possible for things to ever be better?

Emotion changes as rapidly as weather,

I’ve got so much to say,

But I’d like to hear you one day,

A person to trust is hard to come by,

People steal, kill, backstab and lie,

Maybe my confidence is a little weak,

But I can’t help thinking you’re going to freak,

To come across a girl like you is rare,

So please forgive me if I stare.

Hear an echo in the distance,

Don’t let anyone ever tell you you’re all right,

Just take him for instance,

Told him he was fine, but tonight he lost the fight,

You innocence, once something untouched,

The world’s in shambles, what a surprise,

Follow leaders, who don’t care much,

About you, it’s not hard to detect their lies,

As you grow older, you see everything’s fake,

This security, is simply make believe,

Make the best of it; grab what you can take,

Tired of it all, it’s time to leave,

Never knew someone as complex as you,

All your heartbreak is enough to make me cry,

I care about you, yea that’s true,

You give me reasons to never say good bye,

In the end, we’ll break each other’s hearts,

Realize there are worse things in life though,

To get through this, you need the smarts,

I guess we were all, just a little slow.

Staring at the empty ceiling,

Contemplating tomorrow, yesterday, and in between,

Yet I hear no sound, nor see no sight,

Nothing but myself, and that colored light,

It draped the room in random color,

Fighting the urge to get up and call her,

My mind turns faster than the fan can rotate,

Wondering if alone is truly my fate,

Now that youre gone, What do I have?

Nothing but a quarter and no one to call,

How do you move on from something you never had?

So empty, no more emotion, Im not even mad,

Like a cookie jar without the goods,

Our relationship a car with an open hood,

The engine will never start,

No matter how hard I try to find the right parts,

Over now what never begun,

Just wait till the summers done,

New things about, its time for a 180 degree change,

The past dont matter, now that youre out of range,

Give it time, youll realize that Im not the same,

Im tired of the bullshit, and taking all the blame,

Its not hard to see I dont deserve this,

Maybe next time, I wont aim and miss.

Turn up the sound,

The pain switches around,

Left, right, up, down,

An object, a place, name a noun,

Walls that surround air,

Does the deaf rabbit really care?

Or just another suicidal hare?

The end of it all, inches close,

Sometimes wonder if this is fake,

Sense nothing but how my body shakes,

Thoughts tear apart the good,

Reminding that Im always misunderstood,

Yea she cries at night,

Wonders why her parents fight,

Taking her own life just might,

Be her only chance to reach new heights,

And he walks through the halls,

Not a care in the world, and not very tall,

But they know to steer clear

For the look in his eyes donates fear,

Three worlds with one common goal,

Thats to end it all, and avoid the long haul,

Pre-determined fates before they could crawl,

And if you knew, I doubt youd even call.

Do You?

Lost in a world of ups and downs,

Everywhere bright lights, and loud sounds,

Nothing left to live for,

The pain I feel grows more and more,

Why does it have to be like this?

Deaths pleasurable end, my mistress,

Everything just seems so bland,

The more I struggle in this quicksand,

Been blinded before,

Somethings blocking the door,

Regret my past, present, and probable destiny,

Faith and optimism, sorry, I havent any.

They say a place exists, of bluer skies,

And greener pastures, all lies,

Ive hit rock bottom, lower than low,

Cant help thinking, its my time to go.

Youve ripped me apart,

Left me for dead,

Got nothing left but an old letter,

And one huge head-ache,

Whyd you leave me again,

Is it really that late?

I thought you cared,

But I guess I was making a mistake,

The time lost wondering,

When it was youd be back,

Like a disease, I waited,

And it ate away at me,

You seem good at this deed,

Is this just a game you play,

Send out the bait, reel them in,

Only to run away,

You sure had me hooked,

I have the scars to prove it,

I used to think it was worth it,

But like always, guess I was wrong,

Now we all know that song,

About the guy who loves the girl,

Well youve got it all wrong cause,

Theres no such thing as love,

You showed me that,

And Ill never forget,

That itll mess you up before,

You even know her name.

I knew I wanted you,

Since the first time I saw you,

The reason why,

I havent the faintest clue,

Was it the way you wore your hair?

The way you laughed?

Was it your curious nature?

Or maybe the way you didnt notice me,

Whats it matter now?

Its nine months later,

And I still havent a clue,

But at least now, I talk to you,

Probably only keeps the fire going,

In my heart, forever re-kindles,

Just when I think Ive put you out of mind,

You crawl back in and bring me back to life,

Its your smile,

And the way you touch my arm,

Funny how the littlest things,

Cause so much harm,

The question remains,

Do dreams come true?

Or will I be forever sitting here,

Alone, singing the blues,

I know the feeling,

Of wanting nothing more,

Than to spend the days alone,

In my room, away from it all,

The light of day, nothing but pain,

People who walk the world in vain,

Walls seem to close in on me,

Nothings right, lifes an enemy,

Each breath harder to take than the last,

Seems like just yesterday,

You and me were having a blast,

Everything was perfect, simple,

These short days,

Only made shorter by the clouds,

Will the season ever end,

When will the happy days come again,

Cant shake this feeling,

Uninterested in the every day routine,

Wanting nothing more than this to be a dream,

Conscious knowledge cutting deeper than any knife,

Lonely days behind me, and forever in front,

Like an endless tunnel without a lighted end,

Does no one understand,

What its like to live this way?

In need of someone to be there,

Hold on tight, and continue the fight,

Will you be by my side?

To help me win this tonight,

When even easy is hard to come by,

Theres no where to turn,

No where to hide,

But at least I know youre one of my kind.

Since the day we were born,

We were forced to believe,

In things which never existed,

Creating false securities to lead us,

From the North Pole to Heaven,

The Bunny to Jesus,

False optics created, and stated true,

Amazed at what, they could all do,

Though, growing older shows,

That the voice is merely,

The mind controlling man,

Who pulls strings behind the black curtain,

Now you have to wonder if,

Other things are nothing but deceit,

Does love really exist? Or is it

Merely another cover up, serving lust?

What is real or truth anymore?

This life is only lived through,

The lies made to create boundaries,

Stunting us till the day we die.

Now its just another week,

One more day

And another hour

Spend alone, without you,

How long her hair grew,

Been awhile since I last saw you,

Always find a way to change,

Every time I see you, I stay the same,

Little things I do say,

In hope to catch your attention,

In vain I know Ive succeeded,

But the reality eventually over powers the dream,

Eyes connect in empty halls,

Smiles bloom, seen even in the darkest room,

Two separate worlds divide us,

They hold the barrier, are you scared?

The past may be what holds you back,

But it is the possibilities of tomorrow,

Which keep my dream alive,

That one day, our barrier will divide.